Posts by Tabitha:
Finally, I forgive you.
You know who you are.
We spent a long time hurting one another.
I officially let you go some time ago, but I stayed hurt.
I let you come between me and my own happiness for a long time.
So, here it is: I forgive you.
I forgive you for being a complete jerk.
I forgive you for making me feel guilty for wanting to plan a future with you in it.
I forgive you for hurting me and making my feelings seem trivial.
I even forgive you for making me feel like I was nothing more than a sexual toy to you.
I forgive you for all of it.
Why am I able to do this now?
Because I finally realized how much better my life is without this nonsense in it.
Because I married a man who cares for me in a way that I don’t believe you ever could understand, but I that eventually you will.
Because there is no reason for me to hold on to this anymore.
So, I’m very happy for you and the life you’ve created. I’m thrilled to know that you’ve found someone who wants to share that life with you. Let’s both hope you learned something from our time together and do not make the same mistakes again.
Thank you for the time we spent together that was enjoyable, you taught me things that I will always remember and showed me things about life that I really needed to see. You opened my eyes to the beauty in the world; which I really needed.
You were also the first person to truly break my heart and show me a pain that I never thought possible.
And I forgive you for that, too.
Lacking in Motivation.
For years, I was always so motivated to get things done. I was on the move constantly and did everything I could to better myself. Things really seemed to be going well for a long time. In fact, thanks to this motivation I found myself getting things accomplished at an earlier age than many of [...]
Quick Update
Things have been going seemingly well as of lately. Mostly because I have come to terms with my illness and understand that it is going to effect my life, regardless of what I do. There is no quick fix for this and ultimately the only real treatment for it is to learn how my body [...]
Good Things Happening
Just wanted to take a minute and share some of the good things that are going on in my life right now: 1. My husband started a new job¬† about a month ago. So far, he absolutely loves it! It’s so nice to see him come home and feel happy. 2. I started receiving epidural [...]
I can’t sleep!
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Content
A lot of my content was moved private recently, so that I can have a chance to review what I have on my site and see where things are. Some of the topics and posts will be modified or moved to another sub-topic and others may be just left private indefinitely. Also, I will be [...]